Now I really realize that how small am I in her live . I know I not the chosen one. And I also know I can't be like her ex . But from that seconds trough , i never give up to let her heart open for me . I really don't care how long to take it is . But my destination is inside her heart . Just like in the song of the Bruno Mars - Grenade . i'd catch a grenade for you , throw a hand on a blade for you , i'd jump in front of train for you , take a bullet straight to my brain .
In my deep deep heart is always says, "let her be, she have many choice, but how far she go, she'll make only one choice to be her life partner at last"
I really don't mind if she text messages with other guys, date with other guys, play with other guys . I really really don't mind cause i'm not somebody to her . I've to let her be . I don't have any right to don't give her to call other guys "honey" . It all because of i really love her sincerely , I want her to make the best choice in her life . I don't want she be sorry for make the wrong choice in her life .
Maybe my love is not greater than Nabi Muhamad to Her wife Siti Khadijah , and not perfect like Zulaika love her husband Nabi Yusuf. But the true is, i really want to make her Halal for me , always at beside of me doesn't care rich or poor and always beside me at this world and until hereafter and insyaAllah i'll love until Syurga.
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